Be The Change You want to see in the world

2007-05-28T08:44:00.001-07:00

Self portrait D:
"Playing with fairys."

<3

2007-04-27T16:23:00.000-07:00

Even though this is a mirror picture, I really like it :D I'll use this in some SPC challenge hopefully.

FLOWERS 8)

2007-04-27T15:03:00.000-07:00

Flowers.
Thought I might try something with color, and that is expressive.

Yeah..

Buuuuh Theres no point to posting here but since I'm bored OK :D

NEW PICTURES 8)

2007-04-14T09:27:00.000-07:00

"I'm not going to be held down anymore, I'm leaving you behind."

Click to full view :) Please <3>

I was told to post one of these pictures, and so I posted other ones too >:)

This was more of a fun thing to do, not meant to be any real sort of photography. :)
I just love how the lighting comes out in this one room in my house >:D

Im alive <3

2007-04-08T18:30:00.000-07:00

A kiss for you, a dirty secret filled with guilty pleasures. <3>

This phobia of losing you, consumes me from the inside out.

HEY GUYS FULLVIEW THEM OK ;D

Im alive! :D

2007-03-30T08:05:00.000-07:00

I'm still alive.
:] Here are some quick pictures, I took experimenting and having fun yesterday.

Deep Survey

2007-03-26T15:24:00.000-07:00

An In depth survey, to how I think, view the world, feel...etc.

1 Describe your personality.	I am random, I am unique, I am a leader not a follower, I am honest, I am passionate, I am empathetic, I am loyal, I am kind, I am sensitive, I am strong, I am well known, I stand up for my rights, I am a fighter, I do not change for anyone, I am creative, I am me.
2 Define what beauty means to you.	Beauty could be found in a two birds trying to help each other build a nest, or in someone who is very kind. It can be found in the sound of a river running, it can be found everywhere if you would only look hard enough.
3 Describe your current appearance.	I have straight blonde hair that goes to my shoulders, and blue eyes. That i'm told sometimes go a bit grey. I have white, or peach skin. I am average height and weight. :O
4 Describe your appearance overall.	I just did.
5. Live with ______ in your heart.	Love.
6 Inner peace comes one step at a time. Name a step.	Acceptance.
G. Think about or dream up your significant other. Describe their aura.	They are not afraid to be themselves, and stand up for what is right. They can be fun, and somewhat immature like me sometimes..but they are very deep and kind. And somewhat sensitive, there is no real tough guy act. :O Hm. This is hard. lol
8. Name a pet peeve.	I hate homophobes, people who try to force their religion on you, being judged, my brothers sometimes, alcohol, when people are attention whores, or are far to emo, yelling, etc.
9. Find your perfect place. Describe it.	I open my eyes and myself on a rugged forest path. There are trees everywhere and a soft breeze settles over the world. There are a few wild flowers blooming beautifully, and little birds hopping everywhere. There are streams running this way and that, and many more paths going this way and that. I can see a cottage up on a ledge, and this is definitely a place you could explore for hours. If you continued through the forest you would eventually come to a clearing with smooth rocks everywhere, and a river that spread for miles. It would be very calming, and glorious.
10 What is the relationship like with your friends?	Well most of my friends are very close to me, either best or good friends. I have a tendency to get close to most people I meet, though I do choose carefully. Just because I trust someone does not mean I will tell them everything, I tell certain friends certain things. We love to have fun and be wild and were always there for each other when we need it most. We are also accepting of each other, we don't care about race, religion, sexuality or anything. We love each other for US. <3
11 What is tragedy to you?	There are many things that could be a tragedy to me. Having a bad childhood, being abandoned by a loved one, having someone die, there are many things :O
12 What value do you believe in most?	I'm not quite sure what you mean. Give me some values..then I could pick one. But if I got this right, I would say the value of love.
13 Look into your own eyes for a second. What do you see?	Ok hold on let me go into the mirror. :O I see someone who is very happy, and very deep. Because I am.
14 What was your first infatuation like?	Infatuation? By this do you mean a crush? Ive never really had an 'infatuation.' My first crush was in kindergarten, but my first seriously relationship is now and it is beautiful. We are so happy together, and he treats me so well. Ive never felt so in love.
15 Describe your smile.	Well it's not lopsided, or goofy..if I make sure to smile just the right amount. I would actually say its pretty.
B Who or what do you live for?	I live for the opportunity of life. I live for my boyfriend, I live for my friends, I live for my family. I live to see the world, to have a chance. To make the most of this opportunity. I live...so I may actually really LIVE.
1G Describe your family.	Well we have my mother, and she's a stay at home mother. She does art allot late at night and likes her alone time, which I guess one day I will understand. If I knew her when she was younger I think we would have been best friends, she sounds rebellious. I love that about her. The rebellion she went through. My father works here and there, I don't really ask him about it..he just works and gets money..ha. He is also a musician and goes and plays at the bar locally every other Thursday, which is good because I get to stay out later. He talks allot which I guess is ok, but it can be kind of annoying. :O He can be fun to be silly with though. Then theres my older brother and I don't know what to say about him. Were not really close anymore. He plays video games, works on art, listens To J-pop. I think he would have my back if I really needed him, but I try not to get close to him for personal reasons. Then theres my little brother and he's really hyper always running around, wanting to play games and such. He's cute but sometimes I wish he would calm down.
18 Define music.	Music is a passageway to let your feelings and soul flood out.
19 What's your biggest wish?	My biggest wish is to stay with the person I love forever, and have a happy future wherever it might take me. :O
20 What's the most important lesson you've learned in your life?	I have allot. I couldn't put it all into words but I have honestly learned so so much. I know a big one that goes off in my head though, that cutting is not the way out. It really does just make things worse. And that you shouldn't run from your problems, oh..and that you can't make someone change if they don't want too. Yeah.
21 What do you hope for?	I hope to live life to its fullest. I hope to have kids without dying from labor pain XD <3 I hope to travel, I hope to just..live. :/
22 What virtue do you believe in most?	I don't know.
23 What or who would you give up everything for?	Boyfriend, and some of my really close friends.
24 Live to ______.	Live. This makes sense if you think hard enough. Even if your alive, are you really LIVING?
25 What's the most important lesson /anyone/ should learn?	I don't know. This varies.
26 Name a destination you want to arrive to.	A real place? Ok lets try Italy :]
2G Look up towards the sky. What word comes to your mind?	Fly, Freedom, vast, hope.
28 Define love.	You can't define love, I think most people who have been in love will agree with me. It is perhaps the best feeling in the world even though it can hurt sometimes. If you have been in love I think you'll agree words can barely scratch the surface. It is so many things I couldn't begin to describe it.
29 What's the best advice you can give the generation of tomorrow?	Killing yourself is never a way out. Theres always hope, you WILL have a happy future, if you just try hard enough. "I thought I found, once I fought, what I always wanted."
30 Define life.	Life is living, its breathing, its feeling, its bleeding, its taking risks, its seeing things, its understanding, its knowing. Life is everything.
31 What's the best way to describe how you love as an individual?	What do you mean how I love? I know how to describe how I SHOW I love someone. But now HOW I actually just love them :o.
32 Assuming you believe in Destiny, what do you fear your Destiny might be?	I don't fear my destiny at all. From now on Regardless of warnings, the future doesn't scare me at all. I am in control of my destiny, and I will make it a good one. And thats that.
? 33 Assuming you believe in Destiny, what Destiny are you hoping for?	See above. I don't feel like detailing it.
34 Some people plan their future. Have you planned yours out?	Vaguely but not really. I know I want to go to collage, travel, have kids..and yeah.
35 If so, what are you planning?	Above :]
36 What are you striving for?	Right now I feel I have everything I could ever want. :O
3G Do you honestly think you'll accomplish your goal?	Of course :]
38 Define emotion.	Wow this survey really does make you think :]. Its understanding, seeing, and accepting. Its knowing.
39 Assuming you are, how are you unique?	Well First Off I don't listen to what anyone else says, I am what I am and no one can change that. I'm not afraid to be myself. I random ally growl at people, head ram them, burst out in song. I am just me. Know me, then you'll know how to answer this.
40 What makes you a leader or follower?	A leader. Because I make my own ideas, and Im my own person. I stand up for my rights :>
41 Define home.	Home is a place that can be a cage and a shelter. It just IS, for now. It should be a place you feel safe and secure, and happy. :O A place you can call your own. It should be sacred.
42 How is your relationship with strangers?	I don't have a relationship with strangers really, I mean they are strangers right? In school I just ignore anyone I don't know if theyre being mean, that or I just don't acknowledge random people usually. If someone looks weird when Im out walking, I avoid them. I don't know.
43 Define poetry.	Its just your feelings poured out in words.
44 Define indulgence.	Its taking a risk, its really going for what you want.
43 Do you have religious faith?	No I do not.
45 Assuming you do, describe it.	-
46 Define determination.	Im getting a little sick of this survey now :D It's really wanting something, possibly so much you will do anything for it.
4G Define fear.	It's not knowing, not understanding, and not accepting.
48 What do you fear most?	Being Alone. Thats just my biggest fear.
49 Why?	Because I know how it feels, and without the people I love..I really am nothing. They are soo much to me.
50 Define romance.	Its the act of showing someone you love them, in your own way.
51 Define romantic. (Yes, there's a big difference.)	No theres not. :O
52 Learn from ______.	Yourself
53 Know that ______.	Your loved
54 Remind yourself to ________.	Keep trying
55 What keeps people from appreciating life?	Not getting what they want. Focusing on what they don't have instead of what they do. Always wanting more. Not accepting things or learning how to make the best of them. The negative energy..
56 Mistakes are ________.	Worth it.
5G Define peace.	This one is to tough right now :>
58 Define your past.	I had a good childhood, the past five years though have been bad. But I look back now thinking its good I wen't through what I did, I learned allot. It helped me be where I am today.
59 Define courage.	Courage is possibly not knowing, not understanding, not accepting, but still being able to do something about it anyway.
60 What's the biggest fear you've overcome?	The fear of living.
61 Define your country's history.	I don't know.
62 What are you currently feeling?	Tired, Impatience, Joy, thoughts.
63 Define your life. (Your life specifically.)	My life is like any normal teenagers. Im generally a happy person, and I think I appreciate and understand things better then most people. THis is probably because I take the time to stop and observe. Besides the normal teenage angst of missing your boyfriend, homework, etc everything is smooth sailing. I have problems sometimes but I learn how to deal with them and not let them bring me down. My life is glorious, within its flaws.
64 How do you see the world?	I see the world as opportunity.
65 How do you wish you saw the world?	:> I don't know yet.
66 How would you like to live?	The way I am, only perhaps take a few more risks.
6G Define humanity [as in people, not compassion].	People are anything they want to be. It really is as simple and complex as that.
68 Why do you think that word has two completely different meanings?	I do not know.
69 Define cecity.	Not being able to see.
G0 Are you a controlled person?	Yes generally.
G1 If not, why not? If so, why?	Because I have learned how to deal with things.
G2 Do you recognize when you get out of hand?	Yes I do, though it may take me awhile to admit it.
G3 What influences you to get out of hand?	People yelling at me, people having bad attitudes, people not listening, just really ticking me off.
G4 What do you usually do?	I yell allot, and say things that are really mean.
G5 And then what do you do to cope?	I go up to my room, call someone, blast music, cry, write, draw.
G6 How do you deal with things generally?	Above.
GG What angers you most?	I won't say :<
G8 What saddens you most?	It would sound to cheesy. :/ And I don't feel like putting it here.
G9 What gladdens you most?	HIM! HIM HIM! <3 :D And friends.
80 Which value of yours keeps you alive?	Love.
81 Which goal of yours keeps you alive?	To fully LIVE life.
82 Life is tricky. What's the biggest obstacle you've encountered?	Why do you ask such same questions over and over? Probably learning to conquer life.
83 Have you ever experienced any major tragedy?	Sort of.
84 What was it?	I was very suicidal and depressed for awhile. And people I know being alcoholics.
85 What did it feel like?	Horrible. The ultimate emotional pain.
86 Are you an introvert or extrovert?	Im usually not shy. And Im very open :>
8G Why?	Because thats just me.
88 As silly as it sounds, do you hide from yourself?	That's not silly, I know what its like to do that. Not anymore I do not.
89 Some people do. Why, do you think?	Because they are afraid, they are hurt, they do not trust people.
90 What's one of the biggest issues you're going through currently?	None really. I don't have many big issues right now.
91 Do you think Fantasy has anything to do with reality?	Hm.
92 Magic happens every day. What have you seen that's magical?	Nature. Seriously :O
93 Overall, what do you believe in?	Be more specific. At this point of the survey im getting tired.
94 Choose a stereotype that best fits you.	I do not stereotype myself because I do not fit in one. :<
95 Why did you choose it?	-
96 What defines your beauty as an individual?	See some above questions and put two and two together.
9G Why do you or don't you believe in equality?	I do and don't believe in equality. It depends on the situation.
98 Who are you biast against? Be honest.	I give everyone a fair chance.
99 Define proof.	:\|
100 In one word…who are you?	Unique, glorious.
And that's where it ends.

Experimental Photo Dump

2007-03-07T08:17:00.000-08:00

Major photo dump. There is Cleaning my sins series, which are the first two pics below. A whole bunch of dog. And an expressive self portrait :O <3 So please just look ^^

"Life Could Pass You By"
And you wouldn't even know it.

"Its not over."

"Shaking from the pain thats in my head, I just want to crawl into my bed..
and throw away the life I've led... but I won't let it die."
-(c)Second hand serenade.

Such Great Heights

2007-02-20T16:20:00.000-08:00

"Such Great Heights.""

"They will see us waving from such great
Heights, 'come down now,' they'll say
But everything looks perfect from far away,
'come down now,' but we'll stay..."
Lyrics(c) The postal service

Random shots, its nice up by the mountian on a rock. I can see
the town very well, I feel as if I could grow wings and fly.

Black and white Glamour ;D

2007-02-16T11:02:00.000-08:00

I took some shots last night, And I would really appreciate it if you checked them out ^^ If your really interested in one click to fullview. Its MUST prettier that way ;D And clearer. :3

"Were Lost In the Lights and Sounds."
I adore this picture, agian I don't know. Perhaps its the look in my eye.
Copyright(c)Harley A 2007

"Shes so Hollywood."
Self portrait I suppose. I love my glasses ;D
Copyright(c)Harley A 2007

"Beautiful Within Her Flaws."
I love this one so so much, im not sure why C: But I do, even if its not the best.
Copyright(c)Harley A 2007

"Remembering Your Kiss."
More Black and White Glamour Experiments ;D <3 style="font-size:180%;">Copyright(c)Harley A 2007

"Beauty Is In the Eyes of the Beholder."
Having fun with my favorite black and white ;D Doing glamour pics C:
Copyright(c)Harley A 2007

PLEASE REMEMBER TO FULL VIEW EVERYTHING ;D

See,Speak,Hear No Evil

2007-02-10T09:19:00.000-08:00

"See,Speak,Hear No Evil."
This is for the black and white Self Portrait Challenge.
PLEASE REMEMBER TO FULL VIEW
(do this by clicking on the picture)

Stolent From BlueJude C:.

2007-02-02T17:13:00.000-08:00

A-available or married? Avaliable. But by me and my friends, Married :D Many wifes . Lawl.
B-best friend? Bruce,Amanda,Brandon,Eevie,Cera,Randi,Alexa,Kyla,Onna,Hope,Ashlyn. C: I have alot, some i was tempted to put here, because they are close friends too XD;
C-cake or pie? Not big on much. Pie is good, but makes me sick after a few bites, really sweet. Funfetti cake ist good. C:
D-drink of choice? Mountian dew Palease C:
E-essential item I use everyday? This keyboard :D
F-favorite color? (I love the rainbow, so favorite shades) Red, Black, Strawberry pink, neon purple, neon green, Ice blue C:.
G-gummy bears or gummy worms? WORMS 8D
H-hometown- Cortland, NY
I-indulgence? Likes you mean? Needles Bandages/Bandaids Ambulences Siren Noises Nurses Red Cross RAINBOWS Alice In Wonderland Glowsticks Cute things Snow Stripes Crazy colored hair Glasses(Especially Emo) Lip rings Techno Dancing Kittens Being vicious Being random Bracelets kandie photography katamari rainy days hugs Socks (knee high) riceballs poptarts Cute skulls Much more..
J-January or February? January.
K-kids and names? Shiloh ishkabibble bertha, :D. (inside joke) And to many others. (I dont honestly have any kids)
L-life is incomplete without? BRUCE BRUCE BRUCE :D. FAMILY FAMILY FAMILY. BEST FWIENDIES :D
M-marriage date? To many ;)
N-number of siblings? D: Older and younger brother. D: hur.
O-oranges or apples? Oranges
P-phobias or fears? Being alone, cars sometimes,bridges,heights,fires, etc.
Q-favorite quote? "Be the change you want to see in the world."
R-reasons to smile? My friends, my love, and family of course!
S-season? FALL :D
T-tag 3 0r 4 people: Anyone reading this who wants to have some fun (I would see you bluejude, but you have done eet already C:)
U-unknown fact about me? I hates getting shots, but i LOVE NEEDLES @_@.
V-vegetable you don't like? Anything green (i like peas sometimes ._.)
W-worst habit? Temper D: CURSING D:<
X- X-traordinary trait? Imagination.
Y-your favorite food? FAST FOOD, Burgers and fries preferably. or chinese.
Z-zodiac? Virgo.

Photography :3

2007-01-23T16:21:00.000-08:00

Some of my photography. I LOVE the black and white the most :3
This photo has no real meaning, no concept or emotion
but I love it anyway, because the face is adorable.

"Best Friends."
A simple girl moment, I had to capture.

"All That's Left of Yesterday."
This one has a deeper meaning to me.

"Dragon Light."
I just saw this light, and thought it was neat.

"Walk the line."
We are all walking the line of life. It's just a matter of which way we choose to walk. This is my
favorite picture I have taken.

"Bone Tree"
This tree reminded me of someones spine.

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"Leave it all behind."
On the trails behind the park.

"Down by the seashore."
This was actually taken at a river.

"Sit still look pretty."
A picture of my friend I took, call it a self portrait I suppose.
"And you might think it's easy being me, you just stand still look pretty."
-The Wreckers.

"Samara's Barn"
If you have ever seen the ring, you know
Samara lived in a barn. I love the contrast
in this one.

"Breaking Free."
Some say that he looks happy here, in which
I have responded with...
"Even in a cage there is room to roam."

Im alive.

2007-01-21T08:45:00.000-08:00

._.; Yeah Im alive. I did kinda die off for awhile but uh ALAS I AM HERE :O!!!
Im going to post a few short survey fill out things or whatev C:

GIRL SURVEY
[I should probably run for my life >>;]

what is your name? I am Harley.

what color is your bra? -

Do you straighten your hair everyday?: No, it kinda is already straight and stuff o.o;

Are you the typical girl who's addicted to gossip? No.

What's your favorite girly magazine?: I like cosmo girl and Seventeen :O

Best junk food? Poptarts I suppose?

Would you kill for chocolate? Nah. Ive lived without it this long, why not longer?

Jeans or skirts?:Jeanss.

Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that's uncomfortable? No. :C Thats not fun.

Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy?:
LMAO no.

Did you ever cry during a romantic movie? Once. moulon rouge C:

Would you leave the house without makeup on? I do it everyday :D

What's the biggest turn on about guys?
O.o;

What about the biggest turn off?:
Well honestly, immaturity, perverted-immaturity, bare chests, and hairy legs O_o;

Do you consider making out "unladylike"?:
No lmao.

On a scale of 1-10, how fun is shopping?:
5 depends for what, and who I am with O_o

Are you a girly-girl, tomboy, or in the middle?
defiantly middle.

Do you think lipgloss is the best?
no lmao.

Do you HAVE to have a boyfriend at all times?:
NO NO NO! O_O

Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show?
no. And i do always miss it too xD;

Do you obsess over your looks?:
Not really..I like to look decent and nice, but i don't obsess -shrugs-

How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?:
10 minutes, 15 tops o.o

Do you wear sweatpants/pajama pants to school because it's comfortable?: I wanna wear pajama pants to school but currently am unallowed..

Accessories make the outfit; true or false:
False i guess? I don't quite honestly know.

What kind of guys do you like?
Ew I hate this question. xD;

Lip gloss a must?:
nope. What's the point of it really >>;

Do you take the chance on Halloween to dress like whore?
:O No. Thats just kinda disgusting.

Ever dressed like a whore to impress a guy?:
LMFAO. No.

Do you often wish there was something you could change about yourself?:Often? there are a few things here and there i guess.

Gold or silver?:
Silver. Gold so flashy O_o eee.

Ever got in a fist fight w/a boy?
LMAO not really.

Do u have alot of guy friends?
No..well..nah.

Whats your age limit on guys u date?
14-16. :O. But usually 14-15 -_-;

Tight pants on guys; hot or gay?
I don't like calling thing's 'gay'. But Yeah I hate tight pants on guys. Its just..ew.

Do you dress up too much for holidays?
Nope. :O

Do you like wearing dresses?:
Not really. Maybe if I had some lolita dresses...

Would u date a guy that went out with ur best friend?
Depends if she was alright with it :O

Do you write a lot of mushy love poems?:
LMAo haha no. For some reason after reading that question, i had the urge to start saying "Romeo, where for art thou romeo?"

Do you consider yourself to be fashionable?:
No. Lmao though i am told I am by alot of my friends C:

On a scale of 1-10, how much do guys confuse you?
like 1-2 O.o

Are you addicted to shopping?
nope.

Do you eat junkfood?
lmao yeah, but its not THAT bad.

What do u think about guys with eyeliner?
I think its A D O R A B L E C:

Have u ever kicked a guy were the sun dont shine? have somebody kick them for you?: Maybe once? I don't remember.

What 2 makeup products could you NOT live without?Pfft i can live without all of them kthx.,

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Don't know whats up with the buttons above o.o just ignore them? :O

WHAT LABEL ARE YOU?

[people need to start making better surveys T_T]

[PREP]

[x] You own a cell phone.
[] You own something from abercrombie
[]You own something from Hollister
[] You own something from American Eagle
[/] You like going to the mall.
[x] You own an iPod/MP3/MP4 player.
[] You love Starbucks.
[] You have been called a brat.
[] You have more than one house

Total: 2 1/2

[GOTH]

[x] Black is one of your favorite colors.
[x ] You have thought about death.
[] You wear chains.
[] You like heavy metal.
[x] You've shopped at Hot Topic.
[/] You have worn black lipstick.
[] Your hair was/ is dark.
[x]you dislike/or are irritated by ultra preps.
[x]You're an atheist/ satanist/agnostic.

Total: 5 1/2 :O

[PUNK]

[] You can skateboard.
[x] You wear plaid.
[/] You like Converse
[] You hate MTV
[x] You have/had/want blue, pink, red, purple, or green hair.
[] You dislike pink.
[x]You are annoyed/hate/dislike preps.
[] You wear/wore skateboarding shoes.

Total: 3 1/2

[GEEK]

[x] You love the computer.
[] You like Harry Potter.
[] You are supposed to wear glasses/contacts
[/] You get straight A's.
[x] You love/like reading.
[] You were/are in band.
[/] You don't care what you look like
[?] You have a curfew.
[x] You always do your homework.
[] You never miss school unless you're sick

Total: 4

[EMO]

[] You are depressed
[] You have black rimmed glasses.
[] You like the band Taking Back Sunday
[/] You cry easily.
[x] You like "emo" music.
[] You hate being called emo.
[x] You have kept/keep journal/diary.
[x] You have written a sad poem.
[x] You have/had a sad MySpace layout.
[x] You think emo chicks/Guys are hot

Total: 5 1/2

[GHETTO/GANGSTA]

[]You like rap
[] You like MTV
[C.A.B... lol jk] You are/ were in a gang.
[] You wear/wore rubber bands in your pants
[] You have freestyled.
[] You have worn high tops with the tongue flipped out.
[] You can break dance
[] You say "yo" more then once a day
[] You know Tupac and Biggie are dead

Total: 0

[HARDCORE]

[x] You like loud music
[] You love/loved the Ninja Turtles
[] You never walk anywhere.
[] You like Norma Jean.
[] You wear band t-shirts.
[x] People have called you a freak and meant it.
[] You like to "hardcore" dance
[x] Your hair has been dyed more than one color at a time.

Total: 3

[Athletic]

[] You watch/watched the Superbowl.
[] You own shoes or other sports related shoes.
[] You collect your jerseys.
[]You have/had had a special shelf for trophies and awards.
[] You have posters or plaques of famous athletes.
[]Your garage or basement consists of sports equipment
[] You belong/belonged to a school team
[] You are going/did go to a sports summer camp.
[] You have a specific number preferred for your jersey.

Total: 0

Which one has the most X's?
So apparently I am a goth/emo kid. PFFT yeah right ok xD;

HOW BLONDE ARE YOU?

[x] You have screamed at an inanamite object for 'hurting' you.
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
[] You have ran into a tree/bush ...

so far: 3

[] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[x] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[X] You have choked on your own spit.

so far: 4

[] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[x] You've never seen the Matrix.
[] You type only with two fingers.
[] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[x LMAO] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.

so far: 3

[] You have fallen asleep in class
[] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you were talking about.
[] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[x] You are often told to use your "inside voice".

so far: 2

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[] You have eaten a bug accidentally.
[] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.

so far: 3

[] You repost bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't.
[]You break a lot of things.
[x]you tilt you're head when you're confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[] The word "um" is used many times a day.
[ ]You had to use a calculator to add this up.

3.
Score=18

Total score: 72.
NOW, take that number and times it by 4, this is ur blonde percentage

Im 72% blonde. (Jeez.)

RANDOM SURVEY :O

[Last one i promise, but HEY if your bored now you can take all these xD;;)


Body:	Last person 1. You hung out with? Bruce C: 2. Road in a car with? My father like parental unit sir. 3.Went to the movies with? That was way to long ago to remember kthx :O 4. Went to the mall with? O.O I think Hope? :O 5. You talked on the phone with?: Brandon or Brandino :P teehee. 6. Made you laugh? Brandon. 7. Last person that told you they Loved you? Bruce. W O U L D . Y O U . R A T H E R. 1. Pierce your nose or tongue? Nose. Ive been told one of those little studs would be cute on me o.o 2. Be serious or be funny?: Eh a mix :C 3. Drink whole or skim milk? EWWW milk is gross D: 4. Die in a fire or get shot?: Get shot I think. It would be kinda cool to have something explode in you. 5. Spend time with your parents or enemies?: Parents C: They arn't that bad really ^^ I love em. A N S W E R . T R U T H F U L L Y. 1. Do you like anyone?: Like no? LOVE...yes. 2. Sun or moon?: Moon i think... 3. Winter or Fall? Fall C: 4. left or right?: Left 5. 10 acquaintances or two best friends? two best friends 6. Sunny or rain? Rain A B O U T . Y O U 1. Middle Name?: Jude. 2. First Name?: Harley. 3. Where do you wanna live? Im not quite sure yet. 4. How many kids do you want? 2-4. 5. Do you want to get married? Of course I do C: 6. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?: Twirl-age. 7. Have you ever eaten spam?: What is spam? :O 8. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet? Like 3? 10. Do you cook? no. 11. Current mood?: calm, anxious. I N . T H E . L A S T . 48 H O U R S . H A V E . Y O U. 1. Kissed some one? yeah. 2. Sang?: mhmm. 3. Been hugged?: yes sir. 4. Felt stupid?: Nope. 5. Missed someone? mmhmm 6. Danced Crazy? duhhh 8. Gotten your hair cut?: no ;-; 9. Cried? nope. 10. Lied?: d'oh no. . ST U F F 1. Have you ever been searched by the cops?: No o.o 2. Do you have a Dog?: Yup his name is bugsy :D YAY-chans. 3. Whens the last time you've been sledding? Last winter> WHOOSH 4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or sleep alone? Someone else? :O depends who LMAO. 5. Do you believe in ghosts? Actually, yeah i do. 6. Do you consider yourself creative? deffinitely.

Body:

Last person
1. You hung out with?
Bruce C:

2. Road in a car with?
My father like parental unit sir.

3.Went to the movies with?
That was way to long ago to remember kthx :O

4. Went to the mall with?
O.O I think Hope? :O

5. You talked on the phone with?:
Brandon or Brandino :P teehee.

6. Made you laugh?
Brandon.

7. Last person that told you they Loved you?
Bruce.

W O U L D . Y O U . R A T H E R.

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
Nose. Ive been told one of those little studs would be cute on me o.o

2. Be serious or be funny?:
Eh a mix :C

3. Drink whole or skim milk?
EWWW milk is gross D:

4. Die in a fire or get shot?:
Get shot I think. It would be kinda cool to have something explode in you.

5. Spend time with your parents or enemies?:
Parents C: They arn't that bad really ^^ I love em.

A N S W E R . T R U T H F U L L Y.

1. Do you like anyone?:
Like no? LOVE...yes.

2. Sun or moon?:
Moon i think...

3. Winter or Fall?
Fall C:

4. left or right?:
Left

5. 10 acquaintances or two best friends?
two best friends

6. Sunny or rain?
Rain

A B O U T . Y O U

1. Middle Name?:
Jude.

2. First Name?:
Harley.

3. Where do you wanna live?
Im not quite sure yet.

4. How many kids do you want?
2-4.

5. Do you want to get married?
Of course I do C:

6. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?:
Twirl-age.

7. Have you ever eaten spam?:
What is spam? :O

8. How many kinds of cereal are in your cabinet?
Like 3?

10. Do you cook?
no.

11. Current mood?:
calm, anxious.

I N . T H E . L A S T . 48 H O U R S . H A V E . Y O U.

1. Kissed some one?
yeah.

2. Sang?:
mhmm.

3. Been hugged?:
yes sir.

4. Felt stupid?:
Nope.

5. Missed someone?
mmhmm

6. Danced Crazy?
duhhh

8. Gotten your hair cut?:
no ;-;

9. Cried?
nope.

10. Lied?:
d'oh no.

. ST U F F
1. Have you ever been searched by the cops?:
No o.o

2. Do you have a Dog?:
Yup his name is bugsy :D YAY-chans.

3. Whens the last time you've been sledding?
Last winter> WHOOSH

4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or sleep alone?
Someone else? :O depends who LMAO.

5. Do you believe in ghosts?
Actually, yeah i do.

6. Do you consider yourself creative?
deffinitely.

Thats all folks C:

Bye until next time.

(Which i promise, will be in the next 24 hours. I wont die agiaN!)

New Years Resolutions

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-Stay best friends with amanda =) [[we share this one XP]]
-Do good in school
-Stay strong throughout all the Social Crap
-Stop Cursing, and losing my temper
-Improve myself as a person in general
-Be more open to people when I need to tell them things
-Establish a better relationship with my brother

That's it for now? =) Not that hard of things to do...
basically when I want to do something, i get it done....

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE :) <3>

Photomanipulation

2007-01-01T16:08:00.000-08:00

"Life is beckoning."
If only youll listen to its call. For brush and stock credits please go here :
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/32806081/?qo=46&q=by%3Apoisonedcyanide&qh=sort%3Atime+-in%3Ascraps
"Time is Slipping."
More photomanipulation. This is to signify the shortness of childhood, and the pain the years upcoming bring.
Click to full view =) For stock and brush credits please go here:
http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/35191290/?qo=33&q=by%3Apoisonedcyanide&qh=sort%3Atime+-in%3Ascraps

"Were all mad here."
Wanted to do some dark photomanipulation =) Were all mad here, is from Alice In Wonderland.

Please click to full view. To view stock and brush credits please go here: http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/39199980/?qo=13&q=by%3Apoisonedcyanide&qh=sort%3Atime+-in%3Ascraps